Incoherent Ranting

rambling_road @ 2008-07-09T08:37:00

2008-07-09T12:38:49Z

I have never seen this show, but I've heard good things... This is enough to convince me to watch it.

In other news.... I don't feel like going to work today. :(

What is wrong with me?

2008-07-06T15:09:13Z

Okay, so I just had a dream that I gave birth. Here's how it went.

First of all, I was pregnant with the 8th child of Jon and Kate Gosselin ... as in JON & KATE PLUS 8. Clearly I have been watching this show way too much. Why I would be pregnant with their last child is completely beyond me, but there it is. So I'm feeling contractions, and I go to the hospital, where they just sort of look at me and are like, "What?" Meanwhile, I like can't stand because I'm in so much pain, so they get me a wheelchair, and then I call my mom and like flip out, and she's like, "Well how dilated are you?" Clearly, I'm not sure how this works because the way the nurse found out was not correct to say the least, and then she said "under twenty one. You'll be out of here in less than a day" WHAT?

Okay so then I'm in a room just sort of having contractions. Guess who's with me. Not a male who could be the father, not my family, no friends, but the GOSSELIN CHILDREN and STACY AND CLINTON FROM WHAT NOT TO WEAR. And if it wasn't weird enough, every time I got a contraction, it was Clinton's hand I held, etc. etc. THEN, the babies started fighting so I sent them out in pairs to do something my conscious mind doesn't understand, and the next part makes too little sense to explain here.

Also, my parents were worried about how we were going to turn the guest room into a nursery so fast (as if we hadn't had nine months), and I was like, "But aren't we giving the babt back to Jon and Kate?" Omg, it was weird. Then, I found out that my labor was being aired on TLC, in real time!!

Then I was with my roommates listening to some extremely depressing music, and they were all like "Let's go out!" So we all got dressed and for some reason the club was in a really shitty part of New York City, in a hospital which had the name "Johns Hopkins." And we had to cross a rickety movie bridge to get to it.

So I was going to go to the club, but then they walked away from me too fast and I couldn't keep up, and then I was on an elevator with my mom and a girl from my school, Lindsay, who just had a baby, and the elevator was making me feel really, really nauseous and Lindsay was sort of laughing at me because she recognized everything I was going through.....

Then I finally woke up.

Does anyone want to tell me what in God's green goodness is wrong with me, plz?

ALSO: I have seen no one but my family in, like weeks, or at least it feels that way. I need to learn how to use my phone, oy vey....

HALP!

2008-06-30T03:57:25Z

I like hate every layout LJ offers me for free. Does anyone know where I can get a better one/how I use the ones I find in communities or whatever? Does anyone have suggestions for where to find purty ones?

Gigglesnort!

2008-06-30T01:06:19Z

I'm too impatient to wait for un-watermarked pictures!

I wouldn't normally be so excited but since they won I want nothing more in the entire world than to be in Madrid RIGHT NOW because I don't want to wait until August anymore uuggghhhhhhh!!!!!

Just don't tell Ronaldo, k?

There's so much eye candy on this team.... If I were to attempt to put it all up, I'd be here for a very long time. I think I just like him because he's got freckles, a great smile, and a tattoo in ELVISH.

I WANNA GO TO SPAIN NOW WWAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH

Whatever, Major Loser.

2008-06-29T01:02:23Z

all_we_love, I stole this from you without participating first. I hope I haven't made you angry!! >.<

Comment and I will:
a) Tell you why I friended you.
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, etc.
c) Tell you something I like about you.
d) Tell you a memory I have of you.
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
f) Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.
g) In return, please post this in your journal.

What I do when I'm being forced against my will to watch "Camp Rock"

2008-06-29T00:56:17Z

Although let's be honest, that Joe Jonas is a cutie!

1. Reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
2. List (and upload, if you feel like it) 5 songs that start with that letter.
3. Post them to your journal with these instructions.

I got "S" from elliottxdoom.

1. Sir Duke by Stevie Wonder
2. So Sorry by Feist
3. The Sporting Life by The Decemberists
4. Two for the price of one: Sunshine by Lupe Fiasco and Sunshine by Mos Def
5. Stairway to Heaven by Rodrigo y Gabriela

AND JUST FOR GOOD MEASURE: QUITE POSSIBLY THE GREATEST SONG EVER DUH.

Ohhhhhhhh, my boys.

2008-06-24T01:23:07Z

Italy. I feel for you. I don't understand the hate, and even though this entry is two days late... it was so sad to see you go.

But if someone was gonna beat Italy, I'm glad it was Spain. If they win.... oh man. I'll be pretty pumped. I just wish they didn't have to knock out Italy, UGGHHHHH.

In other news, I'm a godmother!!! Yaaay!! If her mommy posts pictures on the face, I will be sure to post a few of her. She's very cute.

In other news, I'm working at my dad's office for this summer. It's scary. And the week of July 13, I'll be the ONLY secretary there. Shoot me. I'm so nervous, haha, I'm going to ruin the whole office and get everyone deported.... le sigh.

Lastly, BIG FREAKING ALEX is leaving tomorrow for Italy/Spain. Waahhhhh. He annoys the crap out of me sometimes, but he's like my best friend. I love that kid. I'll miss him!

TALK TO ALL Y'ALL LATAHHSS.

I'm sleepy

2008-06-18T03:54:48Z

But for reals, ONTD has been entertaining me freaking ALL DAY.
If you want a good laugh (and aren't a Debbie Downer like my freaking roomz), go here or here.

I've been cracking up for like way too long over this shit, lol. And clearly.... I've given in.

HAPPY FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH

2008-06-13T20:33:13Z

-Italy draws (boo).

-R. Kelly acquitted on all counts (gross).

-TIM RUSSERT DIES WTF HOW IS THIS EVEN POSSIBLE.

WHAT A TERRIBLE DAY.

UUGGHHHH THIS GAME

2008-06-13T16:59:23Z

OMG ITALY MY HEART IS HURTING AND I HATE REFEREES AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Scoreless at the half...

Omg.

Must sedate self before second half.

Ok two more quick things

2008-06-13T00:00:59Z

Sorry, it's just that after like a month of not posting, I'm spending lots of time here...

Let's be real.
Shirt off=Completely necessary. Obvs.

Also, love this moment every time so far, even though I don't really think he should be captain. But whatever. My opinion doesn't matter for much lol.

Okay, that's it for today, I think.

Don't feel so bad...

2008-06-12T22:28:57Z

Whenever I feel like a pervert, I'll know that THIS will make me feel like I'm a good person.

Nice.

Oh my boys

2008-06-11T23:56:33Z

So this game broke my heart a little, but...

LOL how funny is that?!? I love these boys... I don't know why there's so much hate for them. Shrug.

ALSO: Still unemployed. Yay me!

Ohhhhhhhh, Lord

2008-06-08T17:40:05Z

I freaking love international soccer.

Here's the thing. I'm not too much into club soccer. The English Premier League doesn't interest me much at all, even though my hubs plays for Manchester United. I guess because I don't feel much of anything for the teams, I just don't find it that interesting. But, man, when it comes to international soccer, all you have to do is be born, and you've already got a team to root for (theoretically). And to be honest, I like seeing players play for their countries instead of just money and advancing their careers. It's really something they can put their hearts into. And, of course, there is, as always, a ridiculous amount of eye candy, and shoving, and dirt, and emotion, and this is why I will be watching every game of Eurocup 2008 I possibly can.

Poor Alex is so excited to watch Poland vs. Germany in about an hour... How can I tell him that I won't be disappointed if Germany wins? Haha, he would be heartbroken.

In other news, I QUIT COLD STONE. Yesterday was absolutely awful, and just confirmed for me that I hate working there, and that if I were to stay for the entire summer, I probably wouldn't make it to Spain because I'd kill myself sometime before July. Instead, I'll work the same crappy hours with the same crappy customers with nicer (hopefully) people and management who doesn't treat me like a slave, and for more than minimum wage and more tips than like $0.50 for every two hours. Fuck me, Livingston. Fuck. Me.

And, lastly, the fam and I are going to see USA vs. Argentina today! It should be a fun game... I just hope that Alex coming all over the place because of Lionel Messi and Sergio Aguero isn't too awkward for me.

HAPPY SUNDAY EVERYONE.

Keeping my secrets mine

2008-06-06T22:37:02Z

Okay, so here's why I haven't updated for three weeks:

1. Unpacking was a pain because I was putting shit from college into my room and throwing out old shit at the same time... basically I made a big mess.

2. Georgia was really fun, as usual!

3. The Trakowskis in Jerz were really fun, as usual!

4. I started working at Cold Stone again on Wednesday... I quit today. Hahahaha. I don't even have another job yet, but that place makes me more miserable than I can describe. I had to get out. Tomorrow is my last day. It took a mere two days for me to realize that I don't want to work there anymore. At all.

5. I have had more computer problems than I want to think about this semester, including one that prevented me from turning on my computer for a few weeks... and then, when repaired, malfunctioned or something. I don't know. Don't buy a Mac.

Anyways, tonight is my sister's graduation! She's going to hs this fall... it just sucks that I won't be around to call her for her first semester of high school. What also sucks is that I won't be able to call my brother OR Tony who are both starting college this year. I feel really bad about that, but they're under strict orders to Skype/email me with everything that happens.

In that same vein... I am getting increasingly nervous about living in Spain, but also excited. I talked to my friend Gigi who was there this past semester, and she told me that she LOVED her host family and that they were better than all the other families, so I requested to live with them. So, at least I know I'm going to be in good, pre-approved hands. Besides that, though... I am absolutely terrified. All I can say is that I'm happy that my Big Al is going first, because when he survives, I'll feel like I can too.

Anyways... time to get dressed!

Summer = Happiness

2008-05-14T04:22:05Z

Ok, I suck at LJ lately. Not sure why.

Quick updates:
-Of course, last weekend of school, I make out with a stage 5 clinger. Go me. Fuck yourself, Loyola.
-I moved out on Saturday but I have to go BACK to school on Thursday for rehearsal/mass. Fuck me.
-I need a job. Badly. Fuck my life?
-Memorial Day Weekend is in a week and a half = I GET TO GO TO GEORGIA YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYYYY!!!!!
-I need to start going to the gym again, I'm getting too big for my clothes!! Eeeeeek!!
-Lately I've come to the realization that I'm really boring? Oh well. I'll just surround myself with fun peple to make up for it. :)

Bed time! I think I'm working out with my mom tomorrow morning... Oy vey...

rambling_road @ 2008-05-06T21:54:00

2008-05-07T01:55:21Z

Created by OnePlusYou

School needs to end it.

2008-04-28T17:49:06Z

IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII am so done with school right now. NO motivation to do anything at all. At. All. Which is why I've been dancing around to "Love Machine" instead of writing things for my portfolio due tonight or working on the presentation I'm doing tomorrow or practicing piano for my jury tomorrow.

Good times.

I can't wait for school to end. I want to work at Cold Stone again. I want it to be Memorial Day Weekend. I want to see my family. I miss Veronica, Jill, Alyssa, Eric, Meagan. I want to wear dresses every day and not have to wait twenty minutes for a shuttle to get to my car. I want to go to Spain. I want to get to real life already. I'm not sure what the point of this entry is.

I am strange.

2008-04-15T14:03:11Z

Dreams I've had recently:

* My crush getting drunk and posting on my FB wall that he liked me... too bad this wasn't real.
* My crush and I having sex, and him being totally distracted and uninterested.
* Me cuddling with this COMPLETELY random guy I know and then intensely kissing him!
* Seeing a humpback whale swimming around in the sky, followed by being yelled at for giving someone the finger in church.

I am such a weirdo.

I don't want to do work anymore... I am losing all motivation. I have a meeting with a professor in about an hour, and though I do care whether it goes well or not, I don't care enough to put a tremendous (or even sufficient) amount of work into what I'm bringing. I fail.

Also I didn't mention this in my last few entres. My first kiss is behind me! Yaaaaaayyy!! It sucked, but whatever. If you absolutely must have details, im me or something.

PEACE.

An update!

2008-04-05T14:50:25Z

Life is strange right now. Things are changing for me. I'm changing. I'm not sure how.

But I had dinner with Nestor last night, which is always interesting. I always get the dirt on family members I don't see that much. German is moving to Denver and taking his wife and kids (including my goddaughter) with him, which is really great for them but sucks for me. Nestor's moving to Kansas for a few months to find himself and write a new movie or something. I love him, but I don't want to be like him when I'm his age. I want to be more like my mommy. This doesn't mean much to you guys, but I'm posting it anyway.

In alcohol news, I've officially decided that beer tastes like shit, and I pretty much never want to drink it again. I forced down so much last night, and it was groooooooooooss. Ugh. Give me Grappa and Limoncello any day over that shit.

In boy news, things are going in the wrong direction. I'm trying to veer things in the direction I want to go in. I just always feel like the biggest creeper. I also had a perfect dream last night and was really disappointed to wake up and realize that it wasn't real life... le sigh...

Winter Poem

2008-03-27T02:17:50Z

once a snowflake fell
on my brow and i loved
it so much and i kissed
it and it was happy and called its cousins
and brothers and a web
of snow engulfed me then
i reached to love them all
and i squeezed them and they became
a spring rain and i stood perfectly
still and was a flower

-Nikki Giovanni

rambling_road @ 2008-03-22T17:21:00

2008-03-22T21:23:06Z

Uh, so I got a haircut. It's a liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittle shorter than I wanted... but I went in some sort of like delirious state and just wanted it done. So, now it's done. It'll grow back, I suppose. Oh well. I'll get a damn picture up when I get a picture up. Calm down, you crazy bitches.

Also, Happy Easter to everyone who does that whole deal. Yay Jesus!

Why I journal.

2008-03-20T00:05:36Z

Looking back is probably my favorite pastime. I am extremely egocentric, so I obviously love reading over things I've done in the past.

A few gems from the journal I'm reading right now:

I still remember getting into this fight with my mom, lol. I was 10 years old.

November 2, 1998

I should be changing/doing my homework, but I'm not. Today at Girl Scouts, my mom went outside and I thought that she would get my brother and sister, and then come back. I had started talking to Jill, when she comes storming in angrily. She starts telling me that I heard her calling me, but I didn't!? Then in the car she gives practacly all of my DORITOS to my brother and sister and makes me give one of my two caramels to my sister. Then we got home and I had stopped crying. Then, she starts yelling at me and tells me that she didn't want to hear my excises. I HAD NONE! She made me stop crying again [Apparently at a later date I realized that mistake and crossed out "stop" with a purple crayon and wrote in "start" lol]. In other news, Mrs. Wosniac made us go really high in our scales. Talk to you tomorrow. Bye,

Giovi
Maria
D'Uva

So let's talk about how I'm exactly the same, shall we?
If I find anything else that I think is funny, I guess I'll just update this entry and save your fpages...

ROOAAAAAARR

2008-03-13T02:34:49Z

I HATE WRITING PAPERS SO MUCH.
I HAVE NO BUSINESS BEING (SORT OF) AN ENGLISH MAJOR, APPARENTLY. I CAN'T EVEN DO SOME BULSHITTING FOR MY ASTRONOMY CLASS. SOMEONE JUST PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY BECAUSE I CANNOT BRING MYSELF TO WRITE THIS FUCKING PAPER. AAHHHHH.

Wah wah wah.

2008-03-11T04:27:05Z

AAHHHHHHHHHHH I miss Georgia a lot. I'm trying to go back again in a month? With my roommates? And git 'er done?

In other news, I am a big slacker. I've been Facebook stalking instead of reading, which I srsly cannot afford to be doing, especially this week... Oh well. My mind is elsewhere right now. I gotta get it back here. I'm trying.

Today I showed my roommates a home video of Christmas from 1999... it's weird watching home videos with people who weren't there. Also today, my story was workshopped in class, and this one guy in my class really liked it! He said that I have "superb narrative," an "ability to capture the scene with extraordinary efficiency," and finished his compliments with "I really am very impressed." Sweet! While the class itself is completely boring, I've been feeling a little more incentive to write in both my writing classes this semester, which is nice. I haven't felt like that in a long time... I'm beginning to feel like a writer again. Yay!

Anyways, I hope everyone's March is going well so far. Hang in there, everyone, the end is near!
♥♥♥